meorae | (no subject)

I feel like doing so many things right now, and I have for the past month or so. At first, I felt like I've felt since the end of summer: "I actually want to do things now ^_^" but this week it's more like my thoughts are cluttered, disorganized and basically worthless because I want to do too many things. My mind's being pulled in a million different directions which doesn't allow my thoughts to go anywhere or me to get anything done. I guess it's better than being completely unmotivated and not wanting to do anything, but the end result is the same, I get nothing done. Elisabeth seems to be feeling close to what I am right now, that our minds are cluttered and yet empty. And I don't want to go back to that bleak state of feeling there must be something better than this and needing to blame something for my lack of motivation but I also dislike having the motivation to do things but not being able to accomplish anything due to a lack of a direction, a focus. I have the motivation, I have the time, I could accomplish the things I've wanted to, but I can't focus, I can't concentrate.